Are you listening? I am here
She likes the present that you sent last week
That was so generous and she is really is pleased
I’ve watched her and your present is one of her favourite things
You can tell by just watching
Look I think that is a wave she’s giving you
Why do they treat me as if I am some sort of freak
Sometimes the feeling is one of being teased
I’m waving because I want your attention
Can’t I join in and have a say
Does anyone really notice me
I am going to make a cake for her tonight
A Black Forest gateau I am sure she will like
We might take her on holiday again this year
To the South of France or somewhere quite near
I’ll be sure to save you a slice
Well why don’t you ask me if I like that cake
I’m standing right here and I’m not deaf
Haven’t you noticed I hate the taste of cream
I’ve tried to tell you in the past
Did you really hear me at all
I know that you are her teacher but let me just say
There are some things that I think stand in her way
We’d like her to join in with games
Her father played tennis you might know
We’re sure that she can be just as good
Can’t she see how hard it is to hit the ball
I’ve almost no coordination at all
They shout instructions that confuse
I don’t care if I always lose
I just want the game to end
I don’t really like having her with me at the store
I get so embarrassed when she shouts for more
Sometimes I just won’t even take her through the door
She tries to grab things from the shelves
Next time I think I’ll go on my own
Don’t you understand why I shout
I’m just trying to tell you what I want
Well why not ask me just what I would like?
Last time you left me sitting in the car
Don’t you think I should get to choose
Or is it some form of control you would lose?
I took her to the park but I dare not let her play
She’s just a little clumsy and gets in the way
The others don’t really like her anyway
Perhaps there will come a time but not today
I think we’ll just stay home instead
I know that I’m different but I can’t explain
Do you understand when you call my name
Sometimes every sound seems the same
If you would listen I really have a plan
Can’t you just accept me the way that I am
Copyright: David Hopcroft March 2023
March 17, 2023 at 11:56 pm
Beautifully written David. 🤗💕✨
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March 22, 2023 at 5:24 pm
Thank you Shelley
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March 18, 2023 at 12:00 am
It’s interesting how you present both sides..she is in italics, and what she tells us, is beyond her powers of telling you. You have created a story, a vignette, a description, using words that are not spoken to each other, so there is no communications. Mental challenges, are hard on everyone.
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March 22, 2023 at 5:23 pm
This is one of the poems I have been writing whilst studying autism.
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March 22, 2023 at 8:25 pm
How interesting David … yes I can feel it.
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